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The Kiss… Episode 159

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{Loving him with all his flaws.}
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I doubled up when he was almost close to me.
“Mariana please don’t go.”
“You should rather stop following me.”
“No! I don’t wanna see your face because when I do, all I see is you kissing that Ciara girl. It hurts so much Novan and my head is bashing.” I rested the phone against my ear and ran through the woods. I sighed when I saw how close I am to the road.
A minute after, I was at the roadside and the driver picked my call. Before I could speak, the phone was snatched and I turned to see Novan.
“Allow me to take you home please.”
“No.” I refused. He got closer to me and held my face in his hands. “I’m begging.”
His warm breath fanned my face and my eyes shut at his calm tone, his touch melting me in a way.
I didn’t say anything when he took my hand and walked me to his car. He opened the door and I sat. He rounded the car and got in.
“Your phone.”
I looked up and snatched it, my face turning to the window at once. The car took off and I rested my head on the window.
She didn’t say anything for close to five minutes when I started driving and I kept looking at her from time to time. She appears to be calm but that’s not the case. She looks like a time bomb ready to explode at any time. I’m so fortunate that she accepted to ride with me.
“Keep looking at me and I will jump out of this car. The consequences will be on your head.” She spits angrily.
“No. Sorry.” I bring my focus back to the road fully.
How wrong I was. I should have known better but it has already happened. Some hours back, I felt I was the one Mariana was being unfair to but now the tables have turned. I felt offended but now it’s Mariana who’s offended. And what I did, I can never see her doing that with someone and stay alive. When she asked how I would’ve felt if she was the one kissing Ed? I almost run mad just imagining it. It was then I knew what I did.
As much as I am scared for what will come next, I feel-good knowing she still loves me and her jealousy made me warm inside. It’s a pleasant feeling to watch and see her claim me as hers. I will take that part over anything. I thought I was the only one so mad about her but that’s not the case. Mariana still loves me and now I just want to do anything to win her just like Kiara said.
When I looked at her again hesitantly, she was fast asleep. Her breathing was deep and her lashes were wet from crying. I hurt her.
I should’ve known she won’t do anything with someone like the guy I saw her with. I regret everything and it pains that I’m the one in the wrong this time. I sent our already damaged relationship to jeopardy. How will I get out of this one? Will she ever forgive me? Will it be sooner or later. Whatever it is, I will prefer to be a victim whenever it comes to our fights.
A gentle tap on my thigh made my eyes fly open and I looked around. I’m still in Novan’s car eyes land on him and outside. We’re home.
I didn’t realize when I slept. I unfastened my seatbelt and got myself out. Everything spins around me for a minute and I felt dizzy. I struggled to keep my balance and not fall when I started walking.
“Are you okay?”
“That’s not your issue.” I snapped and walked inside. It has stopped spinning but the dizziness was still there.
I walked inside to our room and got my shoes off. I put my phone on the bedside table and threw myself on the bed, covering my cladded body with the duvet.
“Are you sleeping already? You haven’t eaten.”
“I’m sleeping and I don’t want to eat. Stop acting like you cared and please don’t make me yell. You have done so much to me already.”
“I’m really sorry. Please forgive me for this one at least. I didn’t feel anything when..I.. kissed her… it’s not like what we do or how you make me feel. Please believe me.” He gets closer to the bed.
I feel a little okay knowing he didn’t enjoy the kiss.
“Stop it okay. I told you I’m never forgiving you for what you did. How can you kiss another girl?”
“You’re the one responsible for that behavior of mine Mariana. You made me feel unwanted. You didn’t want me anymore and when I saw you today with that guy, I was already exhausted from wallowing in self-pity of you not trying to make us come back together. I got furious and I lost it and gave up all at once. I didn’t want to fight it anymore. I thought you didn’t love me anymore. All was lost for me and my thoughts were in complete disarray. Please forgive me. I didn’t take any girlfriend and that kiss is nothing. It doesn’t mean anything. I don’t like Kiara and in fact, I just met her some hours ago…”
“What does that make you? You meet someone a few hours ago and you’re ready to get inside her. Get away from here Novan. Get the fuck outta this room right this minute. I want to sleep.” I raked my nails in my hair.
That image was still flashing by and it’s tormenting me. My heart ached as the scene replayed, the pain piercing through my heart like a dagger.
I’ve never felt this way before. I’m over jealous. I really can’t bear to see anyone with him. I never knew how strong it was but now I know. I will gladly turn to a Jezebel and rip their throats out including their fake extensions and eyelashes if I see those bitches. I feel like I could do that now. That stupid Ciara won’t be spared.
“Leave Donovan,” I said when he still stood there looking at me.
“You want me to go?”
“That’s what I said. You don’t deserve to be in this room with me though it’s yours.”
“It’s either you stay and I go. If that’s what you want then I’m leaving.” I threw the duvet off of me and tried to get up.
“It’s okay. Sleep. I’m the one supposed to leave. I’m going.” He walked out and closed the door.
Fuck me. I wish he hadn’t left. I wish he was a little pushy and stubborn. That he doesn’t listen to me sometimes.
But then, I will go crazy if he doesn’t leave.
A lot of things have happened to us… unpleasant things but this is what hurt me more. How can he go and kiss someone? I can never do that to him. I gave up on thinking and gave in to nature.
My heavy eyelids dropped on each other and I covered myself completely.
I went to Nervisa’s room after I left my room and saw my sister giggling into her laptop.
What’s going on?
I’ve not been watching her lately. Hope she isn’t up to anything bad.
“What are you doing Nervy?”
“Nothing.” She shut the laptop, looking caught off guard. I stared at her suspiciously before sitting beside her.
“I’m sorry. I ate some of the food but I didn’t touch the cake and pizza.”
“It’s okay. Which friend did you visit today when I was away?”
“It’s not Tricia.”
“Okay, so who?”
“It’s a new friend. I will do an introduction later.”
“Have you heard from dad? I called him and someone else picked saying he’s not available. Can you check up on him for me?”
“No, I can’t. Forgive me.” I got up before I change my mind when she start giving me those faces that would make me dance to her tune.
“Alright. I will keep calling him myself. Goodnight” she switched her lights off.
“Yeah.” I got out and closed her door.
I walked back to my door and began to pace to and fro at the front for hours before sitting myself down at the foot of the door. With my head against it, I try to close my eyes. I did and I don’t know how long they kept close till I felt a weird feeling and I needed to free my bladder. I opened the door quietly and entered.
I walked to the washroom first and when I returned, Mariana was moving uncomfortably on the bed. I turned the lights on and she was bathed in her own sweat.
It’s not hot in here if not I would’ve on the AC.
I got onto the bed and removed the comforter from her. Her hoodie top was wet and her hair was damp, sticking all over her beautiful face.
She needs to get out of her clothes for fresh air. I can’t go and wake Sharon from her sleep to do this when I can. My hands reached to her jeans and I opened it.
She’s going to chop my head off if she should wake up and find my hand close to her zipper.
As I slipped her tight jeans off, I flinched at the contact of her soft skin to mine.
My hands fly to her forehead and I gasped. She’s running a temperature.
Is she getting sick? Did I cause this? Oh, God!
I began to take the remainder of her clothes off and despite her state, I can’t help getting hard and big. I keep reminding myself that we’re fighting and she’s getting sick until I am done, leaving her in just her panties.
I got off the bed and went to open the windows to let the midnight breeze in. It didn’t help. She began to shiver and I ran to cover her.
What do I do? Her temperature is still up.
I went to the wardrobe and got a thin strap top for her and helped her into it.
I rushed to the washroom and wet a towel. I folded it and placed it on her forehead then lay beside her.
What is happening? I won’t forgive myself if what I did caused this.
Mariana, I’m so sorry. I turned on my side and looked at her. Her parted lips are dry and her face lacks color.
I checked the towel and it was warm. I got up and went for another. After changing it for almost ten times, I closed my eyes but only for her phone to start ringing. I silenced it without looking. A minute later and it begins to ring again.
I got up, looked at the time which was 4:38, and picked it up. It was my mum calling.
I could hear silent movements around me but it was difficult to open my eyes. After my phone rings for the second time, I decided to open my eyes.
A tall figure stood with his back to me and one hand on his waist.
I looked at the bedside and my phone wasn’t there. A towel was on my forehead so I got it off.
“Are you with my phone?”
“Yes, I’m sorry.” He turned to me. “Are you okay? What’s wrong? Looks like you’re getting sick?”
“I’m fine,” I said. “Who phoned?”
“What did she say? Is she leaving?” I began to get up.
“Rest Mariana. You don’t need..”
“Shut up!” I got up but staggered back. I held my pounding head. Before I realized, I fell back to the bed.
God. What’s wrong with me.
“Mariana!” There is panic in his voice.
“Don’t come near me Novan. I’m fine. I do not need your help.” I got up and balanced myself properly.
“I called my mother here and I will be driving her to the airport since you’re not well. Please stay in bed until she’s here. You can bid her farewell after that.”
“You did?” I’m shocked.
“I didn’t have a choice.”
I nodded. “Okay but I’m not going back on the bed.”
I walked slowly to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I splashed water in my face and I’m surprised when I saw what I was wearing. Just pants and a thin top. Did he change me? Of course, he did. I’m sure.
I got out and wore a short then walked past him. He began to follow me and I stopped.
“Please don’t follow me. I’m not an old lady who needs support.”
“I know but..”
“No buts. Please let me be Novan. Your presence is suffocating me.”
“I..I am suffocating you? You feel suffocated by me?”
“Yes.” Hopefully, this will keep him away from me in the meantime.
It did. I didn’t hear him following when I was taking the stairs down.
I sat in the living room and buried my face in my palm. I don’t feel fine but what could be the problem?
Some minutes later, I heard a movement behind me and got up.
“Hey.” I got up and walked to meet Tricia with a smile.
“My dear.” She opened her arms and I walked right into it. I feel so comfortable with this woman. The energy is so positive and each time I’m around her, I feel as if I’m with my mum.
She pulled back slowly and stared at my face. ” Are you alright?”
“I am.” I smiled.
“Please be fine for me.” She patted my cheeks and hugged me again.
“I will. You look so happy. Is it because you’re leaving?”
“No. I should be crying but I’m not. For the first time, my son spoke to me in a calm tone and said he’d drive me. I’m so happy Mariana and it’s all because of you. Tell me, how did you do it?”
“Nothing.” I shook my head.
“I know you did something but forget it if you don’t want to disclose. I’m just over grateful and I don’t know how I can thank you. Please take me to see Nervisa will you?.”
“Sure.” We walked to Nervisa’s room and I watched her rain kisses on her before Nervisa woke up and hugged her.
They talked for sometime before Nervisa hugged her again and laid back on the bed.
“I can’t wait to come here again but first, whatever magic you’re working on my son, please keep on. It’s working and don’t stop loving him. That is so important. Next time when I come, I want to see that glow instead of this dull look. I feel things are not right but I hope it gets better and you should also pay a visit to the hospital and take care. My son is good at cooking. Worry the hell out of him to prepare you the best food.” She rambled and stopped at the door.
“Thanks, take care. You’re a nice person and I will miss you.”
“I will miss you too. You should also come to Russia one day. It’s a nice place.”
“Okay, that’s enough. She won’t go anywhere and Mariana please get back in.” Novan said and walked outside.
“Don’t mind him,” I said.
“Yes, I know. I’m running late. We’ll talk.” She pecked me and I hugged her for the last time before she left.
I padded over to the kitchen for some water and while leaving, I saw a tray with a cake and pizza sitting on it. I got closer for a clear view.
The pizza was cut into the alphabets that make up my first name instead of their usual shapes and the cake was heart-shaped and it was written. “Happy first Val to us, M&D ”
Only Novan can do this but when and why?
Why will he go through all this trouble then end up kissing someone else?”
I’m in my car with this wicked woman in it and unfortunately, I happen to be driving her. This selfish woman. Oh God have mercy.
We haven’t spoken since she entered and we’re almost there. I pray she never speaks until I drop her off. I hope this act of mine moves Mariana even if it’s just a little. I’m desperately in need of her forgiveness and I’m eager for things to get to normal. All this is exhausting and I miss her so much.
“This is so awkward. I wish I came with Mariana instead.” She gushed out, fanning herself dramatically.
“So you can gossip about me?”
“What is there to gossip about?” She asked back.
“You should be grateful that I decided to pick you but I can change my mind. Throwing you out won’t be a bad idea.”
“I’m sorry Everett. I really am. I don’t know how to make you understand that..”
“Well then stop it. I’m tired of you singing the same shit to me always. Don’t you get tired?”
“I won’t stop until you forgive me.”
“Good luck on your mission.” I snorted.
On the other hand, I’m busy begging Mariana and my parents are also busy begging pathetically for me to forgive them for years now..
I wonder if the Anderson family was specially created to commit a crime and keep asking forgiveness for it.
And could it be that same way Mariana’s refusal to forgive me is affecting me, my parents are also being affected by my decision not to ever forgive them?
I hope not!
Those two deserve every taste of my wrath but not my forgiveness. Never.

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Updated: October 17, 2020 — 4:03 pm

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